I’m here in Davies Memorial Hospital’s Emergency Room.
Earlier today my hand went numb, right up to the wrist and no further. Then it went further: up my forearm with a clean stop at the elbow. Until it started up again. There were runners of numbness climbing up my upper arm, but then feeling was restored in a matter of a couple of seconds, all the way down to my fingertips. This had happened to me once before, two or three months ago. The numbness didn’t ascend further than the middle of the forearm, though, and the numbness was nowhere near as complete and total as it was this time. â€œComplete and totalâ€ is a bit of a misnomer, as I didn’t lose strength or mobility, but at the surface of the skin, well, let’s just say I could have given myself a total stranger.
No real cause for alarm. Even though it was my left arm, there was no shooting pain, no pain in the armpit, no tightness in my chest.
It was what happened 25 minutes afterwards that set the bells to ringing.
I’d gone to see a movie with Kurfty, and as we were driving down Market Street towards downtown to the Metreon. We were having a conversation about what I just told you about, and I started tripping over my own tongue. I must have mispronounced 5 or 6 words. I started to laugh, feeling like a clown or an idiot. Or both.
But then I said the word â€˜numbâ€™ and it came out â€˜hummâ€™. I stopped, the joking part well past, and said it again: â€˜hummâ€™. And again, going for â€˜numbâ€™: â€˜humm!â€™
I told Kurfty that it was freaking me out a little and that I was going to â€œjust shut up nowâ€. There was no other impairment. I mainly kept silent before and through Hellboy 2, enjoying the hell out of it. It was big fun, with a far more compelling and satisfying ending that I ever thought it would be for comic book fare.
On the way out, on the way to Kurfty’s house, my speech was back in impeccable form, not even swallowing a single final consonant.
But, bless the kind heart beneath the beautiful face, he kept asking if I was OK, then demanding that I keep him apprised of things. I promised.
I called up Felba when I got homeâ€”after having called my mom, the nurse, to tell her I was worried. â€œGet to the E.R. now. No waiting. Do not drive yourself over.â€ When Marie talks like that, I listen. When it comes to healthcare, her imperatives are mine. No questions asked.
It turned out that both she and Stork showed up to drive me over here. I’d insisted already that they didn’t have to stay. Part of that was just not wanting to be too much of a burden: and what could they do here but sit out in the hallway just outside the E.R.? I have to confess now, though, that on the slight offchance this was going to be something difficult (like a TIA or even a stroke), I wanted to hear it just for myself. I’m just that kinda guy.
Now, Davies E.R. is in the lowest part of the building, half-dug into the rock and buried under five or six hospital floors. No signal. None. Not even my 3G dongle could find purchase in the frequencies.
I’ve been here just over four hours now, and I’m fairly certain that Stork remembers or figures out that cell signals don’t exist down here.
They drew blood for basic tests, and a nurse-phlebotomist named Ivy (I.V.!) put in the line and drew the blood.
I had one CT scan earlier which was clear, but after a consult, I suppose, the E.R. doc, known to me only as Rob, told me to sit tight, that they were going to do another CT scan, this time with contrast chemicals. I asked the tech and he read the bottle to me: â€œorganically-bound iodine, if you know what that means.â€ I said â€œyesâ€ while trying to move neither my head nor my mouth as I was already on the sled with my head stuck between two stabilizers.
They warned me that there would be odd sensations from the dye: I’d feel warm in my armpits and then in my groin, but nothing painful. While it wasn’t any major thing, I am awfully glad they warned me. First I felt the warmth in my neck and then my head, and not long after I first registered that sensation, it felt like someone hand dunked my junk into almost-to-warm unset gelatin.
I’ll pause here, just in case there are any Bears or other emotionally-retarded folks who are thinking â€œthat’s so hot! where can I get some?â€ while visualizing their slings or regarding their open relationships turning it up (down?) a notch.
Done now? Good.
And yes, it was a strange sensation, but those are the ones I welcome. I could visualize in exquisite detail the forms, musculature and cardio-insertions as the dye flowed through things down there. Just more to learn.
Doc Rob said it was just a protocol thing to cover their asses, and that like the first CT scan, he didn’t expect the contrast-CT scan to show anything more. Of course there’s that one in a million chance it could come back showing a TIA (Transient Ischemic Attack). I don’t expect that either, but never say which before the results are in.
Right now I’m mostly bored. I’ll have to be around people all the time for the next couple of days because I live alone. I find it strange that when there’s someone living in my house ends up having me to be there for them, and all my shit happens when I am living alone. Not bitter, but I’m not going to play dumb, either.
So I’ll know in a little while if I’m cleared to go. I’ll pause this until then…<br/> <br/>
UPDATE: Both CT scans were clear. They sent me home after 5+ hours in the ER. The were very sweet, all of them. There’s been no sign of the aphasia since those 10 minutes of it this afternoon, but I have to follow up with a neurologist before they’ll clear me to fly to LA on Friday. In my opinion, they better clear me to go, or the blood vessels i’ll pop in my head (ischemia!) will be their fault.