Ummm....Ummm....WOW!

I'm utterly speechless.

A massage from Tomo at Kabuki Hot Springs. The look on Sam's face when I gave him a bass guitar for his birthday. A surprise helicopter ride today! And a bunch of our friends wishing us well for our first anniversary (which is tomorrow).

I made the bass happen. Sam made everything else happen. Holy fuck, it was amazing. I was a little oogy about not knowing what was going to be going on; I guess I'm more "that guy" than I thought. Then I was a little oogy about about-to-be in a helicopter.

It was amazing. The pilot was cute. And awkward. And cutely awkward. But, oddly, not awkwardly-cute. Oh, and awkwardly curious about the mens.

"Hmmph. I guess I'm still not going to get to go under the Golden Gate Bridge," I jokingly said to Sam after I found out it was a helicopter ride and not a boat ride we were going on. I've lived in San Francisco for eleven years and never managed to do that one thing. I've wanted to for a long time; it just never worked out that way.

Well, good thing our awkward cute pilot wanted to show off. As we swung around the City side of the bridge, he said, "They built this bridge so I could have something to play with." Then he leaned the helicopter forward and flew under the bridge. Holy fuck, the movie. Go look. But for full effect, punch yourself in the stomach a few times til you feel oogy first. (Sam took the photo)

Sam is the best boyfriend in the entire world. And the most beautiful.

I love you, baby. Thank you for all this happiness.